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On the way to church this morning, I wanted to hear some meditative music, so I started a series of songs from Fernando Ortega. The first one was a piano instrumental hymn interpretation. The second one was one I had not heard. When the lyrics started, they sounded somehow familiar. Eventually I realized they were the words of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane, as he spoke with his closest friends about the burden of his heart.
My soul is overwhelmed with sorrowThe words come from the story that unfolds in Mark 14:32-36. Another version is in Matthew 26:36-39. They are the words of a breaking heart. They are the words of one who has seen what the world and its systems of domination can do to the ones who challenge it, and to the ones it deems disposable. They are his cry for those he loves to stand by him in these moments.
To the point of death.
My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow.
Stay with me here.
Stay with me here.
Stay with me and keep watch with me.
Jesus had spent his public years fighting the injustices perpetrated against the poor by those who had the power to do so. Landowners who had accumulate the livelihoods of their neighbors through foreclosures treated their victims as if they deserved their poverty. So-called decent people ignored the blind, lame, and other disabled neighbors who were marginalized and forced to beg for food. Patriarchal laws and structures forced women into sex work, condemned women for sexual sin while excusing men, devalued women's work, and kept unmarried women in poverty and vulnerable to abuse. Religious opportunists overcharged pilgrims in Jerusalem, doing dishonest commerce on the very grounds of the temple.
Jesus saw what happened to his mentor, John the Baptist, because he dared to challenge the injustices of the land and its rulers. They arrested and executed him. He knew that every time he came to the centers of power, the Sanhedrin and the colonizing Roman leaders began to plot his death. He knew of the recent arrest and condemnation of Barabbas, another rabble rousing leader among the people.
Jesus knew that the people in power would do whatever they needed to do to keep their power and prosperity. Their willingness to crush the masses of the poor were evidence of their greed and willingness to abuse power for their own benefit. They would have no qualms about doing their worst against him if he continued in faithfulness to proclaim the Jubilee economics God calls all people to follow. His message of liberation would bring their harshest retribution.
In the garden Jesus was exceedingly sorrowful. His grief was overwhelming. He had come on a mission to proclaim good news for poor people, release of prisoners, a place for the marginalized, the Jubilee year of the Lord. He had raised the hopes of the masses, and they had followed him and cheered his entrance to Jerusalem. Such a crowd of supporters only solidified the intention of the rulers to destroy him. His heart cried out for someone to stay by him in this hour.
Some would say Jesus failed in his mission. I have no doubt he was disappointed in the way things had turned. Yet I also believe he had eventually realized that it would come to this. If he continued faithfully in his mission, the powers that be would do what they must to stop him. Committed to a loving path, a non-violent way, Jesus was unwilling to arouse his followers to violence. He would therefore receive violence without returning it.
Rulers knew what to do with Barabbas's ilk. Those who raised a violent hand against the system deserved to see the punishing violence of the system. That is the proof of the system's "justice." Unauthorized violence must be put down by authorized violence, a paradoxical virtue of good order. Even the oppressed should theoretically be thankful for an orderly system of violence to prevent the chaos of uncontrolled violence. Executing Barabbas would be "redemptive violence."
Jesus was harder to deal with. He did not come at the state with violence, but with the challenge of a social vision of justice and beloved community. He was hard to battle. It was not obvious that he needed to be punished. But he was as great a threat as Barabbas, and maybe worse. So he must, of course, be stopped. The people with power must be allowed to define justice, not a small-town outsider who has listened to the cries of the poor and created false hopes in the masses.
Around midnight in the garden, Jesus was grieving the dream. He would rather have seen the Romans and the Sanhedrin persuaded to begin restoring justice to the land and its people. He knew that many had been won to his challenging vision of society. But others had hardened their hearts. For this reason of power or that reason of power, they would see him dead before they would join his cause.
Jesus was grieving the continued oppression of the poor and marginalized. He knew that his execution would be intended and used as an example to the poor and the masses. He would be killed in public view on the highway to show what happens when someone challenges the powerful. Hearts would be broken and discouraged. Some would feel like giving up. The poor would be hung on a cross on that day as every day before. But not everyone gave up. Some told and retold the story of his campaign for justice, eventually writing it down and passing it through generations.
On this day in 2019, the shoppers at the most noted low-price store, were greeted with the violence of a system of power known as white supremacy. That power system directed a young man to find a place where he could execute the enemies of the system, outsiders defined by having a Hispanic heritage. Mexicans, Salvadorans, Hondurans, Guatemalans, Latinx people of any label, whether US citizens or recent immigrants, became targeted as killable flesh. The white supremacist cry of, "You will not replace us" echos from Charlottesville to El Paso. White ownership of the land, white privilege to determine who is acceptable and who is outcast, white power over life and death--this is his mantra and destiny.
In Dayton, after midnight, patriarchal systems directing anger and hatred toward women drove a young man to act upon his fantasies of killing the women he knew and grew up among. Even his own sister died at his hands. Misogyny or misanthropy, a fascination with killing drove him to identify women, and perhaps others, as targets deserving to die, if for no other reason than his lust for power through spilling blood, a privilege of white men in a culture addicted to violence.
Around midnight this weekend, Jesus reminds us that his heart, his soul, his deepest being, is overwhelmed with sorrow, even unto death. Jesus tells us to share this sorrow for the poor and the outcast, the darker skinned, the outsider, the women, the people who have been designated killable flesh. He reminds us that when we have done this to the least of his brothers and sisters, he has died with them. Jesus and the poor, the outcast, the women, the person of color, are executed on the public streets again, bodies displayed in public view as a reminder of how the power of this world operates.
If we are followers of Jesus, if we would be like this sorrowing Lord, we must become men and women of sorrow on a day like today. We cannot set it aside as if this way of the world is inevitable.
We must refuse to believe that this is the only path power can take. There is a power rooted in love. There is power that comes by building relationships across the barriers that divide us. There is power in a vision of justice that includes every brother and sister, every person among us.
We sorrow, and we become defiant. We will not stand by and let white supremacy be the truth of our communities.
There is a truth of beloved community, and we will live in it. Stay with me here. Stay with me here and keep watch with me. Stay with me here. Live in this vision, in this justice, in this world of love, this world as it should be.
